february 26th

1. thursday horoscope time again...
thank you for the instant message, my little transcriber.
"to see what is in front of one's nose needs a constant struggle," said george orwell. while that's true for many of us most of the time, i'm betting you'll be an exception to the rule in the coming week. you will find it easier than usual to escape from the trance of everyday life. as a result, perfectly obvious secrets that have been invisible to you will tap you gently on the forehead and say "look at me!" after the initial shock, there'll be a release of tension you didn't even realize you were carrying around, followed by a warm, fuzzy explosion of raw hope."
i love this. i want some raw and vulnerable hope...looks like i'll be having some epiphanies.
2. dad's visit.
i love when someone can see the environment you're in 50% of the time. i'm glad dad finally saw it - perspective is important.
3. getting excited for trips.
SD reunion. love it. i have butterflies just thinking of it. i need something to look forward to - it's healthy:)
4. email archives.
after doing some random searching i stumbled upon an email i sent to shannon on friday, january 11th, 2008 at 9:45am. for some reason i was so intrigued. my how much not only i've changed, but life as well, in only one year's time. i bet i sent this when i was bored at work on a friday.
subject: quotes.always.
message:
"you are master of your own fate, the captain of your own soul." - william ernest henley
"peace begins with a smile." -mother theresa
"fall in love...or fall in hate. get inspired or get depressed. ace a test or flunk a class. make babies or make art. speak the truth or lie and cheat. dance on tables or sit in the corner. life is divine chaos. embrace it. forgive yourself. breathe. enjoy the ride..." -solbeam
"peace. it does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble or hard work. it means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart."
-unknown
"there is no set path... just follow your heart!" -unknown
"you are so much sunshine to the square inch!" - walt whitman
"leap and the net will appear." -zen saying
"gratitude is the heart's memory. thank you." - french proverb
"you are the sum of a unique equation." - benvindo cruz
yup, that's it. i wish i could remember my reason behind sending this. was she having a rough morning? was i? what did i do that night? what was i wearing? funny how those tiny details in life disappear. days fade. all you're left with is an old email leaving you hanging...at least we have that documentation to be thankful for.
5. chad phone calls.
just looked at the call history. 1 hour 5 min and 28 seconds. guess we had lots to discuss.